i'm falling in love ~~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Okay first of all don’t ever misunderstanding with the title. Memang I dah jatuh cinta. I jatuh cinta since pukul 8.30pm semalam (21 November 2011) at food court Baiduri (UiTM punya kafe). I jatuh cinta dengan dia. Dia tu siapa yer?

BOLA SEPAK. I’m falling in love with football. That night was the first time I tengok perlawanan bola sepak dari awal sampai habis. Petang itu my best friend Ika and Zana ajak pergi tengok match bola sepak dekat fc baiduri. Then I ikut je la since tak tahu nak buat apa. Lagipun si DIA pun minat bola. So nak jugak tahu apa yang best sangat bola ni. Pukul 7.30pm lepas dah solat maghrib kami pun siap-siap la nak turun pergi fc. Memang ramai sangat-sangat sampaikan tak cukup tempat duduk. Yang lelaki tak payah cakap la kan. Dengan benderanya, dengan baju kuningnya. Then before start lawan bola kami makan dulu. Tengah-tengah syok makan, match dah start. Okay tiba-tiba je rasa kenyang and tak habis nasi tu. Nasib baik ada kawan yang habiskan. Bersemangat betol tengok bola kali ni. Bila dah gol meremang pulak bulu roma ni. Hahaha. Bila pemain Indonesia ni dah macam mengada-ngada buat-buat jatuh la, tarik baju pemain Malaysia la rasa macam pengadil tu tak adil la pulak.

Then masa separuh masa pertama tu, I kena tolong Ika angkat barang kat rumah sewa. Nak tunggu lepas habis match takut gate kolej tutup pulak. Then pergi la. Masa tengah angkat barang bayangkan la dari tingkat 25 boleh dengar jeritan orang yang tengok bola dekat kedai makan kat bawah. Kuat betul menjerit. Huhuu then sempat lagi kami snap gambar before balik. Hehehe.

Then kami sambung balik tengok bola kat fc. Tapi kali ni tempat semua dah penuh so terpaksa lah duduk dekat longkang. Tapi angin betul dengan sorang budak ni. Dah tahu orang kat belakang ada yang duduk, boleh pulak dia berdiri kat depan kami. Kalau berdiri je tak apa. Ni siap bergerak kiri kanan. Dah macam nak berjoget pulak budak ni. Iskk. I pun tengok je la tv yang tak berapa nak besar tu. Tengah-tengah semangat tahap kritikal tengok bola, boleh pulak dia pusing kiri pusing kanan. And I langsung tak tersedar yang I sound dia. Sebab masa tu kalau tak silap Indonesai nak jaringkan gol, then masa tu dah cuak la. I pun TERsound “ heyy tepi la !!” ika and Zana dah pandang i. I pun pandang dia balik. Diorang pun gelak. Hahaha. Tapi nasib baik la budak tu tak dengar. Hehehe.

Dah berjam-jam tengok bola tu,akhirnya Malaysia muncul sebagai pemenang. Happy ending. Punya la student UiTM ni bersorak siap lambai-lambai bendera Malaysia lagi. First time rasa aura bola dalam diri I. maybe sebab DIA yang bagi pengaruh ni dekat I kot. Haha. Okay dah tak nak bebel lagi. Bye2..

Gadis bertudung labuh

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Pagi-pagi lagi I dah keluar dengan my mother pergi cari my favorite food. I teringin nak makan sup perut. Masa hari raya korban hari tu mak I terlupa nak bawak balik perut. So this morning mak I cari jugak sampai dapat sebab esok dah nak balik kolej. Then kami pergi beli kasut untuk I sebab nanti hari pendaftaran I have to wear shoes. Tak boleh pakai kasut yang tak bertutup. Tengah-tengah pilih kasut tiba-tiba ternampak seorang gadis. Subhanallah. She’s very beautiful! Hamba Allah ini dengan adik-adik dia might be.  I tertarik dengan hamba Allah itu maybe la sebab dia pakai baju and tudung pink in colour. Haha. But dia memang sangat cantik ! Hamba Allah itu memakai tudung labuh yang berwarna pink, baju yang labuh (baju muslimah) and seluar. Sangat cantik! Wajah dia seakan terdapat nur daripada Ilahi.

Bila terpandang wajah dia, I terfikir kenapa I tak jadi macam dia? I mean kenapa pakaian I tak sama macam dia sedangkan we’re muslim. Actually I sangat suka tengok perempuan yang memakai tudung labuh. Mereka seakan-akan sangat manis, merendah diri dengan apa yang mereka ada.

Ya Allah ya tuhanku. Aku mohon kepadamu agar kau bukakan pintu hatiku supaya aku lebih menutup auratku. Dan jika telah diberi hidayah, janganlah engkau menarik balik hidayah yang telah engkau berikan kepada ku dan kurniakan aku semangat dan kurniakan istiqamah dalam setiap perbuatanku. Amin..

DILEMMA FAST TRACK

I betul-betul buntu and I don’t know whether my choice is better for me or not. I’m in part 3 right now. I’m enough qualified to apply fast track so I can take my degree without finish my diploma. Madam Syafienaz just gives me a call and gives her opinion about fast track. She said that it’s depending on me. “Don’t ever follow your friends. It’s your future. Better you make solat Istikharah and pray for Him to give you the best choice for your future”.

Yeah what she said was totally true. At first I think it’s better for me to continue with fast track but everything was changing after Akram gives me a call. He said that he also apply fast track as his mother encourage to do that. “It’s because students who take foundation and study abroad didn’t have diploma. So there’s no point if you have diploma”. Okey I admit it. It’s true. But when he said that if I further my studies by taking fast track, the study’s starting on March 2012. Oh my god! cuti sebulan pon I dah boring tahap kritakal, ini kan pulak nak tunggu berbulan-bulan lagi. Memang tak la kan! I’m supposed to start my fourth semester next week (21 November 2011). But if I want to take fast track, that’s mean I have to wait for a few months before I go back to study. Oh no!

Fast track makes me so crazy! Haha. Sounds like I’m very critical right now. Macam-macam I fikir. There are a few factors that make me like this.

·         I have to wait a few months before I’m starting study again. Memang bertambah gemuk la kan kalau duduk rumah je. Nak kerja of course la my mom tak bagi.

·         I have to leave all my beloved friends. Zana, Eja, Ika. And especially A.S.K L . lepas ni kalau I ambil fast track rasanya memang dah tak kan jumpe diorang lagi especially A.S.K

·         I have to leave my beloved club at UiTM Pulau Pinang. IKRAM! I’m gonna miss all the activities!

Ya Allah. I need your Hidayah so that I can make the best choice for me. At this time I feel like I’m willing to continue my study in diploma rather than take fast track. But for sure it’s not easy to return back since I had applied it. My friend said that I can further my fourth semester even I had applied it but there are some procedures that I have to make. I confused sangat. I’m not sure sama ada I nak stay diploma sebab I dah boring duduk rumah or sebab I realized that I can’t see him anymore. I hope that I can make the best solution for this problem. InsyaAllah...

ALL ABOUT ME

Assalamualaikum. In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful.

Well this is not the first time I’m creating blog but hopefully this is gonna be the last blog. Actually I used to have a blog that I use to share some knowledge and my experiences. This is my blog’s link. http://fathinhalim.blogspot.com. Well this blog actually is more about my life. This is because my life is so complicated for me. I guess so. Haha. I’m currently in my home town (Jerteh, Terengganu). I’m in semester break so I feel like the world is so boring because everyday is the same thing. My mother didn't give me permission to work. Maybe because she knows that I’m not an independent girl. So I just help her doing anything that she asks me to do. Honestly I do not know how to cook. But I’ll try my best to learn cook any dishes during my semester break.

Now I’m studying in civil engineering at UiTM Pulau Pinang. I’m part 3 student. I’m so addicted with PINK! Almost all of my stuff is pink in colour . haha. I think that’s why my friends so annoying with me because when we’re go to shopping, I only buy something that pink in colour.

I have 2 brothers, a sister-in-law and I’m the youngest. I live in a lovely family. Thank to Allah because my family is very supporting, and syukur Alhamdulillah because my parents give me everything that I want sama ada cepat or lambat. I used to have friends that come from a poor family. So I think I’m the luckiest to have my family right now. Not because I can show off to them what I have but I feel more grateful because I can get what I want.

P/s: thank to Allah for give my family, friends and me still alive and live happily. We should be more grateful to Him every time we wake up from sleep.

Wallahualam…